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As I’m listening to the song 100 years, by Five For Fighting, I realize something. I realize that time has passed by faster than I’m able to see.

As I look back on my life, I’m able to say it was good. I’m able to look back at elementary school days and those friends who have all grown up and gone to make a life for themselves. Through TheFaceBook, I was able to try to get in contact with some of those old friends. I am thinking about what has happened since I’ve grown up and started to make a life for myself. I realized that I’m a Junior in college now and will going out into the world my parents are in right now. This is sort of a scary feeling, but good to know that I’m finally becoming who I want to be.

As I look back at all the relationships I’ve had and what I’ve taken out of each one, they have all shaped me so much and helped me grow. I’m no where near the full capacity of who I could be, but I’m slowly getting there and becoming better. I’m growing up and becoming a person of my own. I’m currently looking for a job for the summer still and hoping to get one with www.cj.com because I really want to work for them this summer.

Many things have happened in my life that have built me up and tore me down. For example, my car accident on June 10th, 2003. That was a very memorable experience of mine because I met death and came back. The doctors told my family they didn’t expect me to live, but here I am. By God’s grace am I here for a reason. I’m here to serve a purpose and to do something good. I am happy to be alive and be here.

Current Song: Five For Fighting - 100 Years